FEELING
FEELING
THIS FEELING OF SUFFOCATION.ITS LIKE MY WIGS ARE CUT OF AND I'M HERE.
IN THIS CAGE.NO PLACE TO GO.WHATS IT TO BE FREE TO FLY? SEE THE NEW SKYS
NEW PEOPLE NEW PLACES.FALL IN LOVE IN REAL LOVE?FREE FROM RESPONSIBILITIES
BEING RESPONSIBLE FOR OTHER PEOPLE THEIR LIVES AND THEIR ACTIONS.THEY DONT
LEARN THEY MAKE THE SAME MISTAKES OVER AND OVER AGAIN.CANT KEEP PICKING EVERYONES PIECES
I HAVE A LIFE OF MY OWN.TURN AWAY FOR A WHILE I COME BACK AND EVERYONE
AND EVERYTHING IS IN PIECES.THE SAME PEOPLE WITH THE SAME MISTAKES.CANT STAY
WITH THEM CANT BE IN THIS ALL OVER AGAIN.FOOLS WHO DONT LEARN.CANT SACRIFICE
EVERYTHING AGAIN .CANT KEEP PICKING UP EVERYONES PIECES AND CANT BEING
SELFLESS ALL THE TIME.BECAUSE WHEN U GO TO THE SAME PEOPLE THEY DONT DO
A THING FOR YOU WHEN U NEED HELP.ITS NOT THEM ITS JUST THAT THEY HAVE NO CAPACITY AND NO
INTELLECTUALITY.ITS THE SAME AROUND THEM.SAME MISTAKES AGAIN AND AGAIN.CANT
TAKE IT NO MORE.WAS 100 STEPS AHEAD NOW I'M 100 STEPS BEHIND AGAIN BECAUSE OF THEM.
CANT BE HERE CANT BE WITH THEM.CANT TAKE IT .BUT BECAUSE OF MY SELFLESS HEART I CANT
GO EITHER.CANT SEE EVERYONE SHATTERED DESTROYED.BUT I HAVE TO GO IF I DONT
THIS WILL CONSUME ME.I NEED MY WINGS AND I WANNA FLY AWAY I WANT TO FLY
FREE IN THE BEAUTIFUL BLUE SKY.I DONT WANT TO BE AROUND THESE PEOPLE
WHO KEEP DOING THE SAME THING SAME MISTAKES AGAIN AGAIN AND AGAIN.I JUST HAVE TO MUSTER MY
STRENGTH UP AND PACK MY BAGS WALK OUT AND NOT LOOK BACK AT THEM AND LET
THEM LIVE THEIR OWN DAMN SILLY LIVES SO I CAN MOVE ON TO MY LIFE.I JUST FEEL REAL BAD FOR THEM
BUT I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE.
I'M TORN BETWEEN PROGRESS HAPPINESS AND THESE PEOPLE WHO
ARE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHO ARE FOOLS.TURN MY BACK ON THEM FOR A WHILE
AND THEY ARE ALL IN A MESS.I JUST GOT TO GO AWAY FROM THEM THEY KEEP PULLING
ME DOWN CAUSE OF THEIR DAMN PROBLEMS ETC.I JUST WANT MY WINGS AND I WANT
TO GO AND I JUST WANT THEM TO BE DOING WHATEVER THEY DO ON THEIR OWN.
THEIR OWN RUTS THEIR OWN DISASTERS.I JUST DONT WANT TO PICK THEIR PIECES
UP ANYMORE AND I DONT WANT ANY OF THEIR DISASTERS TO COME ON ME AND RUIN
MY PEACE OF MIND AND THINGS I WANT TO DO.I JUST CANT TAKE DUMB DISASTERIOUS PEOPLE.
